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3AM Gets Lonely
02:25
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if my words are all you have to hold on to
i hope they wisp right through your palms
my sleepy eyes cant question
the amount of times that you
told me you were leaving
but fucking came right back
i hope you never forget the nights we spent
fighting about the past
and i cant do this anymore
you said you're done this time
so keep your fucking word
and don't come crawling back
when 3am gets lonely
tonight i'll move on for the first time
two years of you not being mine
stop questioning your self worth
when you were always on my mind
my forever came crawling back to me
i'm over this, and you'll see
the part of me that you once had
in your memory
is now long gone
all the stress you put me through
was blinded by the hope of eternity
looking back i should have been smarter than that
to fall back into your trap
my apathy condoned your reflection
in spite of all your passive aggression
one day you'll see that i was
the best you'll ever have
tonight i'll move on for the first time
two years of you not being mine
stop questioning your self worth
when you were always on my mind
my forever came crawling back to me
i'm over this, and you'll see
the part of me that you once had
in your memory
is now long gone
and i cant do this anymore
you said you're done this time
so keep your fucking word
and don't come crawling back
when 3am gets lonely.
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2. |
Routines
03:15
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well you were a lion
claiming what's yours
and i was the sheep
freely complying
tuning out
cliche discomfort
i spent a year smothering what i knew
you were the fork
in my road to sanity
and i was the barricade
still holding back your tongue
circling steps
on your front porch
running through awkward lines and crappy jokes
well if you're going tonight maybe i can catch a ride with you
and we can talk about all the things we did in college
if you're trying to be just a friend tonight, don't bother
because we both know that hasn't gotten us anywhere before
you were the key
to mend my social anxiety
and i was the token
that proved you gave a fuck
but look at us now
terribly consistent
not to say that i'm unconcerned
you were the lotion
of my chapped december skin
i was the bug bite
pesky in the summer
well who are you
to tell me that "it's okay,
everything will sort itself out"
well if you're going tonight maybe i can catch a ride with you
and we can talk about all the things we did in college
if you're trying to be just a friend tonight, don't bother
because we both know that hasn't gotten us anywhere before
but we were young and dumb
and it was fun
and in my fucked up way i want to tell you
i love you, at least platonicly
at least i think so
and through all the fights and all the mess
i put you though, thank you
for everything
well if you're going tonight maybe i can catch a ride with you
and we can talk about all the things we did in college
if you're trying to be just a friend tonight, don't bother
because we both know that hasn't gotten us anywhere before
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